Nocturnal Depression

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What it like to be happy all of the time?
What is it like to never think about a god damn thing?
What is it like to not have them creep on your night?
I mean thoughts, I mean doubts, I mean hating your own everything

I’m not faking nocturnal depression and pondering
Not faking my mind wandering
To where the vines creep in
I’m not faking negativity
I’m not putting on a show for popularity
Wish I could shrug it all off when my head hits the pillow each night

I’m not a nervous wreck I swear everything’s okay
But I want the negative attention and I want you to hate me
I want to feel unloved I want to feel like I’m alone
Yes I deserve it, feeling like shit feels like home

I’m not faking nocturnal depression and pondering
Not faking my mind wandering
To where the vines creep in
I’m not faking negativity
I’m not putting on a show for popularity
Wish I could shrug it all off when my head hits the pillow each night

Wish I could shrug it off but I’m here each night
And I feel it, like you feel it, like they tell me to feel it
But I don’t know where it will go
When I cast it so I keep it here
What the fuck do I know?
I know nothing, knowing nothing is the way that I’ll have to be
I’m not faking, I’m not lying, my conflicts are fucking reality
Fucking listen to me

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from Oms, released November 3, 2015

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